I'm in a midst of making a quite important decision. I asked him. I asked her. I asked them. Nobody could convince me what's the right thing to do. I was thinking and analyzing everything that was related to the matter. I tried to outweigh the good over the bad. It seems not enough. I need a firm voice to tell me whether to proceed or not to proceed.
Perhaps to some, the issue is trivial. Yet, it is crucial to me. It would affect many things in my life. A wrong decision would cost a lot. I don't want to regret for making a wrong choice. Since I am the one who needs to decide, the blame will go on me if something undesirable happen in the future. Of course, nobody would want anything bad to occur at all.
Now, my mind is still evaluating. Should I proceed or should I not? Will he blame me if it turns out that my judgment is not good enough? Will he be mad at me if I overlook on something? Will he penalize me if unfavorable circumtances occur? Will he? I don't want to think that he will. I hope he will not.
Whether I like it or not, I still have to come with an answer. A wise one. I'm seeking Your help so that the answer is justice to everyone who is affected. I also hope that my verdict will turn to be good and benefit to all. Please my Dear. Give me guidance. If I ever need to make any kind of judgment today, please and please be with me and help me.
Thank you my Dear... I know You are always there for me.